Random and Odd

Let’s test run this bitch!

25 October, 2008 /

There have been many people that have been allowed the password. I haven’t gotten a single message from someone that I didn’t want reading my blog, requesting the password…so I guess all the people that know they suck, didn’t ask.

Honestly, I don’t know how long I can go password protected. It goes against EVERYTHING I believe in.  To not be be able to speak what I feeling, to be able to express my thoughts with written word, to mis-spell nearly 90% of my post and people STILL come and say, “hey, me too.” is vital.

My husband told me, “I don’t read Random and Odd anymore because it depresses me.”  That pissed me off. I’m waiting for the other logical emotions to kick in so I can process them, but for the last couple of days, I have just been pissed off.
Random and Odd depresses him?
*trying to be able to come up with something that I can put in writing and not want to bash him in the head with my laptop before I do it first*
Okay. I’m ready.
I AM DEPRESSING? Really? I am depressing?  How about the fact that YOU are the one who decided he wanted to get all mister sneaky and become someone else and chat with naked people online? How about that? How about the fact that I had to find all this AND A TEXT MESSAGE from this other person? Hmmm? Yeah, that puts me in a chipper fucking mood. How about we went to ONE counseling session. How about your ass should have been kicked to the fucking curb, but I am TRYING to make it work.
What about this whole I HAVE BEEN ON ANTIBIOTICS FOR FOUR MONTHS and 2 of those 4 months I was ALLERGIC to the FUCKING ANTIBIOTICS!
Do I need to go into how much your Ex wife HATES me because I own my own home? Did I mention that I TOOK HER IN FOR NINE months!? IN MY HOUSE? I fed her! I fucking HELD HER WHILE SHE CRIED for 9 months? How she LIES to my friends about me and then VERBALLY ATTACKS me in emails, messages, phone calls…and I never ONCE fight back.

I don’t read Random and Odd because it depresses me.

Hmmmm…wonder why?

Okay, Hopefully, that will have gotten SOMETHING out of my system.