• Random and Odd

    MY BEST FRIEND IS MOVING AND BAD KARMA

    I’m struggling with the fact that my friend Jessica is moving. She has up and decided that she’s moving to *can’t name state because she’s moving because of a freak she dated and now he’s stalking her*. I can’t believe she’s actually leaving.

    I have allergies.
    I’m sneezing like a MF. I think this is Karma. I said once before in one of my journals that Karma is coming back and kicking my ass. I had no idea that all the bad karma in my life would come back at one certain time in my life. I thought the bad karma would spread itself out a bit. You know, maybe have bad parking karma a few times for that one time I cut someone off in a parking lot around Christmas, get a cold because I laughed at Dan for having allergies, get dumped for all the hearts I broke along the way. Oh hell no. I get the extreme bad Karma…and all RIGHT NOW. If you’re reading this and I have done you wrong at some point in your life…don’t worry, I’m paying for it in one way or another. Ironically I am getting exactly what I gave. I thought Karma had some sort of lesser degree when it came back. Nope.
    I’m pissed.
    I made this really cool journal blog. I deleted the wrong file and now it’s gone. I’m just never going to be happy with this page.

    *sigh*

    My computer is fixed.
    In the process of putting all the stuff back on the computer I ran into some pictures and old writing. I got all sad. I found pictures from 1999 when I started my new life and I read some things I wrote about those times and I was fairly optimistic even though I was going through a rough time. I was following my bliss. I thought for sure I was doing the right thing and to hell with anyone that thought differently. I hurt so many people along the way. *note the karma paragraph* I found a picture that made me take a real hard look at my life. Once again I sit here with a million things going through my head and I realize…I should have went to work today.