Darlin’ for so long…you and me been findin’ each other for so long…
Just found a bunch of videos going all the way back to Christmas.
Alyx has been taking video for Kara since she left and she uploads it so Kara will feel like she’s still here and not missing anything.
There is every moment of us opening presents this year, the trip to Shingletown with Paw-Paw, Alyx getting her ears pierced, and then about 10 videos of us on our road trip to Redding to see my sister. I think every hour of that ride was documented.
I look like hell in the video and there isn’t a single moment in these videos I would keep for any reason what so ever. My hand hovered above the delete button and then I thought about it.
Someday I won’t be around anymore and they will scramble for any video or picture of me from a certain time in their lives so they could remember.
If they were to watch this video after I am dead, it will be like going on a weird 3 hour road trip with me…and they will be happy to have it…unless of course I die in a horrible firey car crash, then of course it will be painful to see me in a car when I could actually drive.
Maybe I should just delete those videos.
Naw, she has a video of me singing The Bee Gees. That is SOLID GOLD right there.