honestly…

There probably is a handbook on how to deal with someone leaving you. Trust me, if I could find it, I would read it cover to cover. Open a church and preach it.
People ask, “How can I help?” and I finally figured out what would make this easier. If I could just forget how much he loved me….when he did love me. If I could forget what a good father he was to my children…when he loved us.
If I could just forget everything.
As bad as that hurts to say and hard to hear it….that’s the honest truth.