I’m doing better

Mike Bibby, Alyx and Shea

I’m doing better. Thank you for the cyber hugs, strong words and inspiration.

My ex-boyfriend, a wonderful human being, went to the funeral and emailed me all about it. When I found out he went it lifted a huge weight off of me and I knew that he went, representing not only himself, but a part of me.

And now…I keep walking on. I keep telling my stories. I pull my damn head out my ass and entertain you all with my witty stories, anxiety attacks, and beautiful breasts.

Give me some time to get back there. The panic has actually come to a grinding halt for 5 solid days. This defies logic because after I found out about my friend dieing, my mother called to inform me that a family friend got into a motorcycle accident and SEVERED his spine. Yeah. He’s wheelchair bound for the rest of his life. He’s 38. Oh and to add to the topping on the cake: my uncle was in the hospital. Lastly…we call this the cherry on top; Ariana tested positive in one of her tests they take when the baby is a new born. I don’t have details, just holding on to hope that the tests come back and she’s going to be fine.

I swear, I am going to beat this. I just need a bra to push these girls up a little bit more and some lip stick and I am going to be OK.

P.S. Dan took the girls to meet Alyx’s hero, Mike Bibby at Best Buy last weekend. You can’t see it, but Alyx is about to explode.