SPF: hurling Friday

I made it easy for you guys this week, next week will actually be easier. I’m hopefully going to be able to comment on all your pages because ONCE again, I am sick. EVERY Thursday I seem to get sick, but right now it’s ‘barfing’ sick. Migraine sick. Shaky sick. Hope Shaun reads this and stays home sick. Wish someone would shoot me in the head sick.

On to the pictures:

The Kitchen Sink:

You didn’t think I was going to do the dishes before you stopped by did ya?

Something I am going to throw away after I take the picture:

I didn’t though because I didn’t make this mess. Marina did.

Something I need to fix:

My dad, me and my beautiful mom-The Fonz

I guess all this talk about real-step parents and the WONDERFUL quote by Jbo about what is real that got me to thinking about this THING I have with my dad. I love him, I really do…but he’s pissing me off. It seems like he can’t spend more than an hour at any family function. I filled out a stupid survey about random things and one of the questions was “Someone in your life that let you down and disappointed you.” I didn’t even think for a second on who that would be. It’s my dad. As a little girl my dad was my hero. I did everything to impress him. Even though he was the biggest drunk, the most Un-PC person you would ever know, and an all around jerk sometimes…I loved him all the way to the stars and back. He was the man of my dreams. I wanted to marry someone just like him.
Lucky me. I did. I then divorced him. Then my mom divorced my dad. Thank God for both. We are better women without them.

My relationship with Shaun’s dad is what I wish I had with my dad. When Shaun’s dad sees me, he just lights up. He makes an effort to always hug me and I never once feel weird about finding myself snuggled up to his side if we are on the couch our just standing around. He tells me he loves me all the time. When we are the phone we talk for hours. He has been there for Shaun and I from day one. He doesn’t expect a single thing from me, but is openly proud of me without me having to do a damn thing. He called me his daughter the other day and the smile on his face and that look of pride in his eyes when he said it made me feel so much love.

Me and Shaun’s Dad
Why don’t I have this with my dad? I’m going to fix that. I know I don’t have that many years to get that dad I know I can have back.

Alright, I need to go throw up again. ( I threw up in public today, it was so embarrassing!)
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