Sundial Bridge- Redding, California May 2006
I need a change. You know what I mean? I feel like I need someone to hook me up to the battery on the car and just give me a jolt of shock.
I need to be able to yell, “WHOOO HOOOO!” I need to dance again.
Right now, in this moment, I am ready to except that.
In the next moment, I will have forgotten how much I NEED this and I will go back to that place that makes me foreget what I need to do.
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Thomas Edison said, “Show me a thoroughly satisfied man, and I will show you a failure.”
Don’t forget what you need to do.
I think that’s being dragged down by everyday life. Plus you’ve got so much going on with the wedding.
When I went to TX for Blogger Blowout that was one of the best things I’ve done for me in a long time. I couldn’t remember the last time I danced and had fun like that.
Maybe Soozie and I need to kidnap you.
I feel ya sista. Today I am having the same thoughts. Maybe it’s the weather, I dunno. Restless. I turned on the t.v. and the first thing I heard was someone saying, “Start living the life you always dreamed” and I thought, “that would be really nice now wouldn’t it?”, which made me think “uh-oh”.
Yanno, it’s not against the law to just do something for YOU. Sometimes it’s the only thing that keeps us sane. As long as you come back to reality and jump back on the hampster wheel, there’s no fault to be found in getting away from it all for a couple of days. I highly recommend it. :)
I am having a shitfest of a day so I don’t have much encouragement to offer. However, that is a badass picture.
Sky diving always does it for me.
No joke.
So does traveling in a car, though. Without having to talk to anyone for about a day.
But I guess the common point is to move through space.
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I so need a change, jolt, hit in the head, new lease on life, more hits in the head.
It’s a sucky day in my world..
Feel better, I wish the oatmeal cookie at Starbucks REALLY made me feel soothed..but it really just makes me feel even crappier. Darn it..I was really thinking that would do the job today. I’m SO messed up. :)
It’s like I’m always saying… “Better to pissed off than pissed on.” At least you have that to hold onto. The saying. Not piss. Because that would be gross. Errr… uhhh… yeah. Chin up and all that stuff!
I love the picture of the bridge!
I’d go to that bridge and sit if I could..but I cant….bummer too.
I want a change of venue. I want a vacation. Just anywhere but here. Where someone brings me iced tea in a glass and I say “thank you” to them…instead of “you’re welcome” to whoever said thank you to me.
I’m blah, too. Just let me know what I can do.
Send me that shit, too.
Thanks everyone, it’s nice to know i’m not alone today.
I’m taking the girls to the pool for a few hours. Shoving my ass into a suit didn’t help my mood.
I went to the camera store to talk about trading in a lens and my camera guy got pissy with me. He told me “NO! you have the best lens out there, you need to just go out and take pictures with it. ONE THOUSAND pictures and if you still don’t like it, you bring it back and we will talk.”
I walked out of there almost in tears because he’s right. If it didn’t work for me RIGHT THEN AND THERE then I don’t want it. I want things perfect on the first shot without any work.
*sigh* I wonder where Kara gets it from?
I feel like crap, weepy, unhappy with everything. Needing change, no energy to do what I know I need to do, but all I really want is to laugh and have fun, or a huge change – a fresh start. Your post captured everything I felt. But am too self conscious to say on my own blog.
Gorgeous photo
You are certainly not alone, babe. Smooches to you today dear. And yeah, that picture: SO awesome.
Sending you hugs, Kristine.
I’ve been rather blah too. And I’m also impatient and want everything to go perfectly the first time and be expert at everything immediately.
Hang in.
Are you OK? I know our bad just got a whole lot worse last night. Damn American public! What were they thinking?? I think they thought Chris was safe, no need to vote for him and now ….he’s …gone.
“tap, tap, tap”, is this thing working?
My day was just topped off (badly) yesterday with AI and Chris going home. I am still in mourning. Sigh.
Kristine, it wasn’t my faaaaaaauuuuuuullllt! He just kept shouting at America, is all! I didn’t mean to jinx him! But hey, now you have an inkling of my righteous anger when Constantine was voted off, eh?… But seriously! Not my fault. Elliott should totally have been the one to go. Good lord, the goat-voice must be STOPPED…
huh? did someone leave a comment on my blog that is from someone who’s name starts with a “C” and end with “It’s my fault that Chris got voted of American Idol last night, because I CURSED HIM WITH MY WORDS” ?????????????
The comment section in this CERTAIN FELINE NAMED BLOGGER has more power than any other comment section in the world.
How can I make such bold statements you ask?
Well, I once asked for Shaun to buy me 2 things for mother’s day and I voiced this in her comment section and LOW AND BEHOLD…I GOT THEM! She has super powers in her comment section!
This ex-friend/blogger of mine USED HER POWERS FOR EVIL!
Dead.To.Me.
*Stomping foot* ’nuff said.
I got the cure to what ails you. ;)
Just wanted to stop by and say hello, that I have been thinking of you.
And I wouldn’t mind seeing more pictures of the sundial bridge. You know, if you felt like going back and taking more sometime. :)
With the week I’ve had I feel the exact same way. Lets have a cyber margarita together. K?
I know how you feel chick. I have been yearning to go to the club (where I will no doubt be considered old as fuck and a bit on the chubby side) and shake my thang while getting ripped on $1.50 mixers. Wanna come?
I love love love this shot. Great composition.
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