You know that saying, “What doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger.” ? Yeah, that person that came up with that saying can suck it!
The shock wore off. The denial has worn off. The pissed off phase kicked in about an hour ago when I had to spend 4 hours of my life removing four years of emails and pictures from the computer, my daughter crying hysterically because she didn’t get her math homework done because she didn’t ‘get it’, the dog barfed up 6 quarts of cheap dog food and I saw a video of my life when we were laughing and happy.
This sucks. I am angry. I am pissed. I am horrible.
18 responses to “*sigh*”
I hear you.
ok, that’s weird – I must have accidentally the rest of my comment!
I was just saying that I remember those days. Seared into my memory. I know it’s part of the process and it’s healthy and you have to go through it to get to the other side and blah blah blah. But it sucks.
I see your tweet over there >>>> please don’t dwindle away. Take care of yourself and please remember to eat. We want you healthy and strong. Besides, it’s a lot easier to hit inanimate objects with a baseball bat if you have energy and stamina.
An old friend of mine bought a punching bag and an aluminum bat after breaking up with her ex and hung it in the garage and beat the shit out of that bag twice a day and all day sunday.
Funny she was the one that left HIM, but she sure was pissed.
I’m sorry you feel terrible. I think Sheryl is on to something. Finding an outlet for your anger could be therapeutic.
*big hugs*
take a boxg class- you’ll get aggression out and get a smokin bod! :D
Yes Yes Yes and good for you, you are allowed to be as pissed as you want to be. Hang in there, it gets better, it can only get better.
try http://www.webmath.com i use it when my husband is out of town and lord knows math isn’t my best subject. even 5th grade math. LOL
Punching bag = great idea.
This sucks. <– agreed
I am angry. < — understandable, normal
I am pissed. < — understandable, normal
I am horrible. < — totally UNACCEPTABLE and WRONG.
You might feel horrible – BUT you are NOT horrible. Really. Don’t do this to yourself. Please?
You should call me. Really, you should.
(((you)))
peace…
You are not horrible, you feel that way because of all that is happening. It is getting better.
Angry. Check.
Pissed. Check.
Horrible. No Check. Not a fat chance in hell. You are not horrible. You are human. These are human feelings. You NEED to feel them, and it needs to suck ass. How else will you appreciate when things are better??
YES! I NEED A PUNCHING BAG!
How much are those things?
Thsi one’s about $80. I’ll pitch in half if you want one!
http://www.boxingdepot.com/bx-hv-92.html
And I know someone who can help you secure it to the ceiling. :)
peace…
I think all the stages of this suck it Kristine!
Sending big hugs!
A punching bag sounds like a great idea.
I also think a punching bag is an awsome idea…i think you are an amasing person…Sending you *Love* and *Hugs* hun…..
*hugs* thinking about you.
And in the meantime, let your internet godson serve you up a drink. http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3619/3519046449_a761bc268e.jpg
I’m here if you need me. Big hugs.
Kristine, I am so sorry to read about all that has happened lately. I know you will come out stronger in the end.