hitting a nerve…

The deliberations in the Christie Wilson case started yesterday. They have 700 items of evidence to go through.

I’m on edge and feel physically ill about it. I’m in constant prayer that the jury can feel all the vibes and prayers for them to see the truth (even though all the bad stuff he did before couldn’t be allowed for evidence).

I’m worried. It seems like the only cases that I have watched have always came back innocent. My mother and I sat on the phone when they came back with the OJ verdict and together we cried our hearts out.
Now during this time where I am waiting to hear a verdict on a case I have grown closer to any other…OJ’s face is all over the news trying to get publicity for a book where he writes about he would have hypothetically would have killed his ex-wife. I am SICK to death over it…honestly.

Is there NO rest for the Goldman and Brown family?

Will the Wilson family get to have that sigh of relief that the Goldman and Brown families did not?

I’m sorry if I am withdrawn right now. I’m just torn up inside waiting to hear, “Guilty”.