Not a single shit will be given on the day I wear my shark eating my leg socks., originally uploaded by Random and Odd.

Kara’s coming home in July for the whole month and it will be nice to be able to just breath again knowing she’s with me and safe.
I know the second we have our time when it’s just us she’s going to make me spill my guts and tell her every single thing I am feeling, thinking and going through and I will cry for about a straight hour as she talks to me as if she has all the answers in the world. She will sort out all the stuff I keep shoved down and I can’t talk to anyone else about. Not that I don’t want to, but everyone is caught up in their own things and honestly I am tired of hearing myself say the same damn thing anyway. But Kara…she’ll just see it and drag it out of me. Maybe then I can sort it all out. GAWD, I need my daughter home NOW.

I want to do so much with her while she’s here, but I have to share her with her sisters, her dad & friends.

There will be a night where we just lay in bed and watch a bunch of Disney movies, The Goofy movie 1 and 2. We can even watch The Jerk (her favorite) and Pee Wee Herman’s Big Adventure. yes, I am feeling that generous!!

So ready for it to be July, done with June and it hasn’t even started.

My goal for the whole month of June, to not give a flying a fuck about anyone giving a shit what I am thinking, feeling, expecting.