Oblivious…

Author: randomandodd  |  Category: Random

I am so blind.

Again, my world just spun out of my control.
I look at my life and how hard I have tried to just be that person that has it all together and everything looks like it is where it should be.
At what point to do I just say, “That isn’t the way your life is going to go…You’re going to have a life of color and varying experiences.”
I’m crazy, why I can’t I just embrace that? Why I can’t I embrace the fact that I always get what I want and it is NEVER the way I wanted it?
There is a night in my near future that I am going to just have to sit outside with a single bottle of wine and just ask myself the question, “Why not. Why do you care what anyone thinks anyway?”
Someday I will look back and will I just say, “I didn’t love because it didn’t look the way I thought it should be.”

…or I can not worry about it and just let go.

2 Responses to “Oblivious…”

  1. Cricky Says:

    Let it go, let it go….

    Seriously, let your “ideals” go. Fuck what is “supposed” to be and embrace the reality.

  2. Yo Sista Says:

    One of the great things about getting older is we don’t care as much about what people think. You don’t need public approval to take a risk or chance that might end up in failure. Failure is not such a bad thing either. I’ve learned most of lifes’ lessons by failing, plus it keeps us humble. So go out there and just keep doing what makes you happy unless that involves mass shooting, then no, don’t do that. I love you.