Well, it’s the last day of 2004.
Thank GOD!
I have been blog hopping the last couple of days. It seems like this year sucked for everyone. It did end in the horrible #4 so it was doomed from day one.
I make no resolutions this year. I refuse to make myself more promises that I know I am going to break within 15 minutes of making them.
I do plan on making some changes in my life though. They are not going to be easy changes, but I can’t live the way I have for another year.
I don’t want to be sitting here writing about how unhappy I am. I am not a depressed person. I am not a person who sit around and dwells on the shit in her life. I have been through enough in my life to not want to wake up AGAIN and say, “How the hell did I get to THIS point in my life?” I don’t want to be looking for an easy escape to get the fuck out of the mess I have gotten myself into.
There is more…i’m just too pissed, hurt, angry, frustrated, … to write anymore.
Happy Fucking New Year.
December 31st, 2004 at 8:45 am
Right back at ya ;0)
You have the power to change anything and everything you want. Grab life by the balls and squeeze.
December 31st, 2004 at 8:46 am
I’d suggest that you either try counseling, or call it quits. I wish my ex-wife and I had gone to counseling before it was too late. Ask yourself this question: is it worth fixing?
Whatever you decide to do, I hope you find your “happily ever after.”
Dave
December 31st, 2004 at 9:18 pm
It sounds like we are going through the same New-Year angst. No resolutions, no promises, just try to survive one day to the next.
“…I can’t live the way I have for another year … I am not a depressed person. I am not a person who sits around and dwells on the shit in her life.”
This sounds way too familiar to me. For 20 years I wondered if there was something wrong with me, if I was crazy, but then thought I could figure out everything by myself and be fine in the end. I am glad I finally scared myself into therapy and started taking medicine, although I still ride the emotional roller coaster way too often.
It seems like unhappy people who say they are not depressed might be depressed people that haven’t realized or admitted it. I hope things get better for you.
Hey, it’s a new year!! (bleh) ;-)
January 1st, 2005 at 8:34 am
nothing like good ol’ fury to put a fire in your belly. it can be very constructive. go with it. its better than being scared.
January 1st, 2005 at 3:25 pm
Usually if something feels so god it is not good for us mentally, spiritually or emotionally…possibly all 3! I have not quite let go of my X yet but I know he is gone for good. Men suck. Happy-er New year, and yes, i think 2004 pretty much sucked for everyone I know too! I am so glad it’s over….here’s to a fresh start!
January 1st, 2005 at 5:43 pm
Damn..I am sorry that you are pissed off. I understand. I stay pissed off, lucklily I get over it quickly! Or lucky for everybody around here should I say. If I didn’t have a husband and a child I would sit around and rot I guess. Girl, I hope that you cheer up. You can talk to US! Come on, this is what we have a blog for. So we can bitch bitch and bitch some more! I hope that this year is a happy year for you!
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