Well, it’s the last day of 2004.
I have been blog hopping the last couple of days. It seems like this year sucked for everyone. It did end in the horrible #4 so it was doomed from day one.
I make no resolutions this year. I refuse to make myself more promises that I know I am going to break within 15 minutes of making them.
I do plan on making some changes in my life though. They are not going to be easy changes, but I can’t live the way I have for another year.
I don’t want to be sitting here writing about how unhappy I am. I am not a depressed person. I am not a person who sit around and dwells on the shit in her life. I have been through enough in my life to not want to wake up AGAIN and say, “How the hell did I get to THIS point in my life?” I don’t want to be looking for an easy escape to get the fuck out of the mess I have gotten myself into.
There is more…i’m just too pissed, hurt, angry, frustrated, … to write anymore.
Happy Fucking New Year.