I just spent the last 4 days with the girls and my person. It was unbelievable! I’ve been to Disneyland many times in the past, but this was the first time I actually felt the magic of that place. My person, Aaron is a hard core Disney fanatic. The stuff he knows blows me away….

I was lollygagging around the shop and heard one of the guys mutter, ‘cock-sucker’.  I starting laughing and swore that I was totally going to put that word back into my daily vocabulary. He kept coming up to me during the day to ask if I had used my word yet and I said, ‘nope…I…

It’s 6am. I’ve been wide awake for the last hour catching up on some letter writing, chatting with my best friend before she heads off to work and thinking about my life. I keep thinking that I should be mourning the loss of the relationship that just ended, but instead I am feeling really happy….

I am so sore!  I shot a wedding yesterday with a 70-200 F/2.8 and my arms…are….sooooo…hurty. I was right, that is too much glass for me.  On a different note. I loved it.  It’s not my lens, it’s Dan’s, but it technically partially mine because I was the one who talked him into it.  SUCKER….

Yesterday was crazy. I went to the house to pick up a few things.  It’s hard being there. I look around and see the life I will no longer have.  Then I see him and I miss him. I mean, I miss the us. The good times when he would want to be fun and…

So I am waiting on a phone call that might change the way things have been moving forward in my life. I know that I have zero control of this next step I am taking, and I have to trust that if that door closes, I can’t let it derail me. I’ve been asking for…