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all my fault.
Someone asked me if I was happy. No. I am not happy. Today my friend told me that I need to project what I want. He’s an idiot, so I don’t listen to him, but it got me to thinking. What would it take for me to be happy? To unhear and unknow some shit. …
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I hate it here.
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just listened to forever winter. hitting way too close to the bone on that one.
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things and stuff
i was driving home from visiting my sister and had a flashback to a shit memory and it’s been over 24 hours and I can’t stop hearing it run through my head. when will this be over?
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i hate that i am on the brink of tears all the time. like, do not show me a drop of compassion or I will cry.
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meh.
i started writing in an actual journal again. mostly because the things i am thinking can’t be put in digital form for anyone to read. this is one of those that you hope no one cracks open when your dead and reads it because it’s fucking dark. i do need to get it all out…









