I have been waiting to have a dream with my mom in it.
\nLast night it happened.<\/p>\n
That night I had laid my clothes out to wear for the next day and went to bed.
\nIn my dream I had done the same thing, but my mom had come in and put them in the washer.\u00a0 I was YELLING at her because she had gone into my room and taken the clothes I had laid out for myself.<\/p>\n
For years I just wanted to dream about her! I just wanted to see her again and hear her voice…and the whole fucking time in my dream I am the one talking and yelling and I was so mad at her for trying to do something nice for me.\u00a0 What the fuck is wrong with me?<\/p>\n
Today I am a mess. All I can think about is how I want to hold her hand and listen to her talk and tell her everything.\u00a0 I miss her so much.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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