I haven’t really said much about all the stuff that went down with E and I because I have a saying, “It’s not my story to tell.” \u00a0and the things that lead up to where I am now still isn’t my story to tell, but the things that have happened is. I need to tell it because I don’t want to forget and 20 years from now thing, “Oh I wonder if I should give that crazy ass another chance.” \u00a0No. I don’t.<\/p>\n
It’s been hard on me, because I have loved him for a long time and he has loved me for even longer. To be loved by someone like the way he loved me is intoxicating. \u00a0You’re willing to just let all those red flags go.<\/p>\n
Well, here it is. \u00a0He is caught in some crazy mental loop where it started out that he thought I was cheating on him and then it turned into that he thought I was in p*rn. That turned into me owning my own p*rn site and as of this morning I am involved in some crazy p*rn ring that consists of me with school age kids and then it switched over to me involved in medical stuff. I have no idea where it will go next. Just when I think he can’t get any crazier, he finds new ways to prove me wrong. \u00a0He is angry at me for making his mom think he’s crazy. \u00a0Uh. No….he’s crazy.<\/p>\n
He is convinced that the feds have information on me and my crazy ring of bandits and they are bringing me down…there is no way to hide all the p*rn I have been involved in. \u00a0I had to screen shot the texts he was sending me. \u00a0I can’t even believe that it’s him. It’s like some sick movie he’s caught in and can’t get out of. \u00a0It’s heartbreaking because he has the biggest heart in the whole world and has this capacity for love that can’t be matched.
\nI’ve never loved anyone that has a mental instability. \u00a0This isn’t a joking matter and it’s not funny, but if I don’t laugh at it, I will cry. \u00a0Oh and I have cried.<\/p>\n
So here I sit in one of the worlds most beautiful places and I am being sent texts telling me I am a horrible person that is involved in this crazy life and doing HORRIBLE things that I can’t even imagine really exists\u00a0in this this world, but clearly it does because the man I wanted to spend the rest of my life with has been NON STOP researching it and I am the ring leader in all of it. \u00a0It’s like some sick movie.<\/p>\n
Okay Karma…we are even. \u00a0I get it, you win. \u00a0 For now on…single forever. No such thing as true love.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I haven’t really said much about all the stuff that went down with E and I because I have a saying, “It’s not my story to tell.” \u00a0and the things that lead up to where I am now still isn’t my story to tell, but the things that have happened is. I need to tell it because I don’t want to forget and 20 years from now thing, “Oh I wonder if I should give that crazy ass another chance.” \u00a0No. I don’t. It’s been hard on me, because I have loved him for a long time and he has loved me for even longer. To be loved by someone like the way he loved me is intoxicating. \u00a0You’re willing to just let all those red flags go. Well, here it is. \u00a0He is caught in some crazy mental loop where it started out that he thought I was cheating on him and then it turned into that he thought I was in p*rn. That turned into me owning my own p*rn site and as of this morning I am involved in some crazy p*rn ring that consists of me with school age kids and then it switched over to me involved in medical stuff. I have no idea where it will go next. Just when I think he can’t get any crazier, he finds new ways to prove me wrong. \u00a0He is angry at me for making his mom think he’s crazy. \u00a0Uh. No….he’s crazy. He is convinced that the feds have information on me and my crazy ring of bandits and they are bringing me down…there is no way to hide all the p*rn I have been involved in. \u00a0I had to screen shot the texts he was sending me. \u00a0I can’t even believe that it’s him. It’s like some sick movie he’s caught in and can’t get out of. \u00a0It’s heartbreaking because he has the biggest heart in the whole world and has this capacity for love that can’t be matched. I’ve never loved anyone that has a mental instability. \u00a0This isn’t a joking matter and it’s not funny, but if I don’t laugh at it, I will cry. \u00a0Oh and I have cried. So here I sit in one of the worlds most beautiful places and I am being sent texts telling me I am a horrible person that is involved in this crazy life and doing HORRIBLE things that I can’t even imagine really exists\u00a0in this this world, but clearly it does because the man I wanted to spend the rest of my life with has been NON STOP researching it and I am the ring leader in all of it. \u00a0It’s like some sick movie. Okay Karma…we are even. \u00a0I get it, you win. \u00a0 For now on…single forever. No such thing as true love.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2997","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2997","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2997"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2997\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2998,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2997\/revisions\/2998"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2997"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2997"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2997"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}