{"id":2899,"date":"2015-11-02T08:13:30","date_gmt":"2015-11-02T15:13:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/?p=2899"},"modified":"2015-11-02T08:13:30","modified_gmt":"2015-11-02T15:13:30","slug":"ptc-2016","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/?p=2899","title":{"rendered":"PTC 2016"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/21860624254_1da37a0e82_z.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-2900\" src=\"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/21860624254_1da37a0e82_z.jpg\" alt=\"21860624254_1da37a0e82_z\" width=\"480\" height=\"640\" srcset=\"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/21860624254_1da37a0e82_z.jpg 480w, http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/21860624254_1da37a0e82_z-225x300.jpg 225w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 480px) 100vw, 480px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I finally got the hiking crew on the Pacific Crest Trail and they are \u00a0HOOKED.<br \/>\nI have been slowly getting my gear together for my 40 mile in 4 day hike next year and I was hell bent on doing with or without them. \u00a0During the week I go to REI and get more one on one time with the people that have done this and I ask a million questions and get a million different answers. \u00a0 So far I have my tent and my sleeping back. Both are ultra light. The backpack I have is far to heavy and I am going to get an Osprey light weight pack. \u00a0I am willing to sacrifice some things for light weight gear and apparently that is all the money I have in my account.<\/p>\n<p>In the last month I realized that my Nathan pack has tasted kind of wonky. \u00a0After many attempts of cleaning it, I decided to bite the bullet and buy a new bladder. Hopefully it will make a difference because I was having to drink bottled water on the trail and HELLLLOOOOO did I look like a damn rookie.<\/p>\n<p>So, the single life. \u00a0If I could get a grade at it, it would be an A+. \u00a0This is exactly where I need to be in my life.<br \/>\nIn the last two weeks I have weaned myself off all medication and I feel so much better. \u00a0Looking back on the last year, it was really rough. I was battling demons I had no idea were even there. \u00a0There was a hope that after I got better that I would invite a certain person back into my life, but that ship sailed when I noticed that this person deleted all the music that as a couple we had put into a file. \u00a0Those songs meant more to me than any physical possession\u00a0he gave me. \u00a0Those melodies and words are what got me through and made me fall in love deeper than I had ever expected. \u00a0I haven&#8217;t been that angry and upset in a very long time. \u00a0LUCKILY, my meditation came to the rescue and I was able to recenter quickly.<br \/>\nNow I am free of medication and any relationship. \u00a0Life is damn good.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m ready to make 2016 as amazing as 2012. \u00a0No, i&#8217;m ready to make it amazinger. (yes, that is a word)<\/p>\n<p>Single-check.<br \/>\nHealthy-check.<br \/>\nHappy- checkitycheckcheckcheck.<br \/>\nCan do whatever I want, whenever I want without feeling a single bit of guilt- CHECK.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; I finally got the hiking crew on the Pacific Crest Trail and they are \u00a0HOOKED. I have been slowly getting my gear together for my 40 mile in 4 day hike next year and I was hell bent on doing with or without them. \u00a0During the week I go to REI and get more one on one time with the people that have done this and I ask a million questions and get a million different answers. \u00a0 So far I have my tent and my sleeping back. Both are ultra light. The backpack I have is far to heavy and I am going to get an Osprey light weight pack. \u00a0I am willing to sacrifice some things for light weight gear and apparently that is all the money I have in my account. In the last month I realized that my Nathan pack has tasted kind of wonky. \u00a0After many attempts of cleaning it, I decided to bite the bullet and buy a new bladder. Hopefully it will make a difference because I was having to drink bottled water on the trail and HELLLLOOOOO did I look like a damn rookie. So, the single life. \u00a0If I could get a grade at it, it would be an A+. \u00a0This is exactly where I need to be in my life. In the last two weeks I have weaned myself off all medication and I feel so much better. \u00a0Looking back on the last year, it was really rough. I was battling demons I had no idea were even there. \u00a0There was a hope that after I got better that I would invite a certain person back into my life, but that ship sailed when I noticed that this person deleted all the music that as a couple we had put into a file. \u00a0Those songs meant more to me than any physical possession\u00a0he gave me. \u00a0Those melodies and words are what got me through and made me fall in love deeper than I had ever expected. \u00a0I haven&#8217;t been that angry and upset in a very long time. \u00a0LUCKILY, my meditation came to the rescue and I was able to recenter quickly. Now I am free of medication and any relationship. \u00a0Life is damn good. I&#8217;m ready to make 2016 as amazing as 2012. \u00a0No, i&#8217;m ready to make it amazinger. (yes, that is a word) Single-check. Healthy-check. Happy- checkitycheckcheckcheck. Can do whatever I want, whenever I want without feeling a single bit of guilt- CHECK. &nbsp; &nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2899","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2899","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2899"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2899\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2902,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2899\/revisions\/2902"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2899"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2899"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2899"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}