{"id":2791,"date":"2015-01-03T09:55:37","date_gmt":"2015-01-03T16:55:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/?p=2791"},"modified":"2015-01-03T10:22:56","modified_gmt":"2015-01-03T17:22:56","slug":"2791","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/?p=2791","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/1536739_505302568601_517729177_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter  wp-image-2792\" src=\"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/1536739_505302568601_517729177_n.jpg\" alt=\"1536739_505302568601_517729177_n\" width=\"527\" height=\"351\" srcset=\"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/1536739_505302568601_517729177_n.jpg 960w, http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/1536739_505302568601_517729177_n-300x200.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 527px) 100vw, 527px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m a book person. \u00a0The concept of the Nook or Kindle is so awesome, but I am also one of those hold it in my hands and smell it kind of people. \u00a0I don&#8217;t want it to run out of batteries either because I am not one of those that will pick up a book for an hour and read. \u00a0I am a pick up the book and read until I am finished with it.<\/p>\n<p>I just ordered a couple of books on Amazon for photography projects and writing projects. \u00a0I&#8217;m finally in a place in my life where I really don&#8217;t give a shit about the people from my past. \u00a0I guess that what happens when something really bad happens and then 5 years later it happens&#8230;just BIGGER and way worse. \u00a0I&#8217;m numb to it now and those people and the things that they do, mean nothing to me now. I could care less what they are saying about me and this new frame of mind just opens me up to hitting the ground running on all the things I want to do without fear of judgement.<\/p>\n<p>There has to be some sort of outlet for me because I realized the other night how jaded I have become.<br \/>\nOn New Years Eve, Alyx was watching The Office and it was nearing the final episode and Jim and Pam were about to break up. \u00a0Alyx is a sniffling mess and I was all, &#8220;Yeah, that happens.&#8221; \u00a0Do I believe in forever? Nope. Not anymore. \u00a0 So yes, I need an outlet. Writing more was on my list of things I need to do for 2015. \u00a0I use to be able to bang out a whole post in less than 10 minutes and now It takes me forever. \u00a0This is why I ordered a 5 year journal. \u00a0Writing with pen to paper has always been my most favorite thing to do. \u00a0Stories, I have a million.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; I&#8217;m a book person. \u00a0The concept of the Nook or Kindle is so awesome, but I am also one of those hold it in my hands and smell it kind of people. \u00a0I don&#8217;t want it to run out of batteries either because I am not one of those that will pick up a book for an hour and read. \u00a0I am a pick up the book and read until I am finished with it. I just ordered a couple of books on Amazon for photography projects and writing projects. \u00a0I&#8217;m finally in a place in my life where I really don&#8217;t give a shit about the people from my past. \u00a0I guess that what happens when something really bad happens and then 5 years later it happens&#8230;just BIGGER and way worse. \u00a0I&#8217;m numb to it now and those people and the things that they do, mean nothing to me now. I could care less what they are saying about me and this new frame of mind just opens me up to hitting the ground running on all the things I want to do without fear of judgement. There has to be some sort of outlet for me because I realized the other night how jaded I have become. On New Years Eve, Alyx was watching The Office and it was nearing the final episode and Jim and Pam were about to break up. \u00a0Alyx is a sniffling mess and I was all, &#8220;Yeah, that happens.&#8221; \u00a0Do I believe in forever? Nope. Not anymore. \u00a0 So yes, I need an outlet. Writing more was on my list of things I need to do for 2015. \u00a0I use to be able to bang out a whole post in less than 10 minutes and now It takes me forever. \u00a0This is why I ordered a 5 year journal. \u00a0Writing with pen to paper has always been my most favorite thing to do. \u00a0Stories, I have a million.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2791","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2791","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2791"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2791\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2795,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2791\/revisions\/2795"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2791"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2791"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2791"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}