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I keep sitting down to write something and I end up finding something else that needs to be done.
\nLike this morning I sat down with my coffee with intentions of writing something I have had on my mind and I remembered this stupid dream I had about my daughter and I needed to tell her about it. Then I ended up editing some photos.
\nI thought, “I’ll write tonight when I get home from work.” \u00a0Then remembered that I need to wash some clothes and pack stuff up for my trip with Aaron. \u00a0Then I remembered that I have surprises that I need to work on before I can even pack!<\/p>\n
Writing use to be the biggest part of who I was. \u00a0So many things I have set aside while I am in the process of saving my life. \u00a0People think that because I haven’t jumped from a building or ate a bottle of pills that I am okay and my life is 100% great.
\nDon’t get me wrong, it’s SO much better than it was before, but it’s not because I removed myself from a bad situation and VIOLA! it’s all better. \u00a0The process of dealing with the shit that happened and the mental shit I put myself through is something that I silently work through. \u00a0I know it is too soon to be in a relationship while I am trying to deal with all that happened. I keep it to myself now; the fears, the anger, the insecurities. I’m working through it all though. \u00a0It’s not something you just shrug your shoulders and say, “oh that sucked.” and move on. \u00a0 I guess it’s easier for the guy.<\/p>\n
The new place is fucking awesome.
\nI have it decorated just the way I want. Everything is where *I* want it to be.
\nShit, i’m out of time. I have to go into work now…the best place I have ever worked because my boss is a bad ass at what he does and he’s great, honest, wonderful and I am the luckiest person alive to be able to help facilitate the success of his day.
\nI’ll write more about the awesomeness of the man I work for. \u00a0Right now, I have to go set up a few surprises for the man I love for our vacation in a few days!! :)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I keep sitting down to write something and I end up finding something else that needs to be done. Like this morning I sat down with my coffee with intentions of writing something I have had on my mind and I remembered this stupid dream I had about my daughter and I needed to tell her about it. Then I ended up editing some photos. I thought, “I’ll write tonight when I get home from work.” \u00a0Then remembered that I need to wash some clothes and pack stuff up for my trip with Aaron. \u00a0Then I remembered that I have surprises that I need to work on before I can even pack! Writing use to be the biggest part of who I was. \u00a0So many things I have set aside while I am in the process of saving my life. \u00a0People think that because I haven’t jumped from a building or ate a bottle of pills that I am okay and my life is 100% great. Don’t get me wrong, it’s SO much better than it was before, but it’s not because I removed myself from a bad situation and VIOLA! it’s all better. \u00a0The process of dealing with the shit that happened and the mental shit I put myself through is something that I silently work through. \u00a0I know it is too soon to be in a relationship while I am trying to deal with all that happened. I keep it to myself now; the fears, the anger, the insecurities. I’m working through it all though. \u00a0It’s not something you just shrug your shoulders and say, “oh that sucked.” and move on. \u00a0 I guess it’s easier for the guy. The new place is fucking awesome. I have it decorated just the way I want. Everything is where *I* want it to be. Shit, i’m out of time. I have to go into work now…the best place I have ever worked because my boss is a bad ass at what he does and he’s great, honest, wonderful and I am the luckiest person alive to be able to help facilitate the success of his day. I’ll write more about the awesomeness of the man I work for. \u00a0Right now, I have to go set up a few surprises for the man I love for our vacation in a few days!! :)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2770","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2770","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2770"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2770\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2777,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2770\/revisions\/2777"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2770"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2770"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2770"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}