{"id":2258,"date":"2012-01-25T22:00:16","date_gmt":"2012-01-26T05:00:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/?p=2258"},"modified":"2012-01-25T22:00:16","modified_gmt":"2012-01-26T05:00:16","slug":"oh-thank-god","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/?p=2258","title":{"rendered":"oh thank god!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>went online to see if i could find a video from 2005. thought it might be on my vimeo or my youtube. not there. \u00a0i even checked tyler&#8217;s youtube. nope.<\/p>\n<p>maybe it was here.<\/p>\n<p>i had to read through a few posts.<\/p>\n<p>THANK YOU GOD i am not that person anymore. the anxiety parts of my life are\u00a0manageable.\u00a0\u00a0the toxin has been purged. i am so much happier.<\/p>\n<p>it&#8217;s just so strange so many of those years, i saw it&#8230;i even wrote about it. why didn&#8217;t i save myself?<\/p>\n<p>i will NEVER be that scared again. ever.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>went online to see if i could find a video from 2005. thought it might be on my vimeo or my youtube. not there. \u00a0i even checked tyler&#8217;s youtube. nope. maybe it was here. i had to read through a few posts. THANK YOU GOD i am not that person anymore. the anxiety parts of my life are\u00a0manageable.\u00a0\u00a0the toxin has been purged. i am so much happier. it&#8217;s just so strange so many of those years, i saw it&#8230;i even wrote about it. why didn&#8217;t i save myself? i will NEVER be that scared again. ever.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2258","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2258","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2258"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2258\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2258"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2258"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2258"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}