{"id":2122,"date":"2011-02-03T16:35:30","date_gmt":"2011-02-03T23:35:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/?p=2122"},"modified":"2011-02-03T16:35:30","modified_gmt":"2011-02-03T23:35:30","slug":"i-need-to-listen-to-my-sister","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/?p=2122","title":{"rendered":"I need to listen to my sister&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"text-align: left; padding: 3px;\">\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/atthispointinmylife\/5409352787\/\" title=\"photo sharing\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm6.static.flickr.com\/5251\/5409352787_79a39b49e6.jpg\" style=\"border: solid 2px #000000;\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a><br \/>\n<br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 0.8em; margin-top: 0px;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/atthispointinmylife\/5409352787\/\"><\/a>, originally uploaded by <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/people\/atthispointinmylife\/\">Suddenly Single<\/a>.<\/span>\n<\/div>\n<p>\nI had a long talk with my sister the other night about a choice I had to make. <br \/>\nThe things I have done in this life that are scary do not come to the magnitude of terrifying as the choice I made.<br \/>\nDropping 100 feet under water, not a problem. Stepping out of a plane over and over, yeah, scary as fuck&#8230;but not terrifying. <\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Go for it. Give it 100%&#8221;  That was her advice.  Now my sister is the smartest person I know and she has never pointed me in the wrong direction, but this is&#8230;it&#8217;s fucking scary!   It&#8217;s stupid and it goes against EVERYTHING I have been preaching for years and years.<\/p>\n<p>I watched an interview with the queen of daytime and she said, &#8220;Love shouldn&#8217;t hurt.&#8221;  BIG RED TRUCK! It should be fun, familiar, comfortable and not scary.<\/p>\n<p>Tabitha&#8217;s voice is running through my head too (which is not conducive to anyone being able to think clearly) &#8220;all or nothing, bitch&#8230;all or nothing!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m going to try. No, I&#8217;m trying. NO, I doing. I&#8217;m doing this. HOLY SHIT, i&#8217;m all or nothing and I really have no damn choice do I? I need to just let go and just risk it&#8230;again!<\/p>\n<p>Thanks, I needed to just write it out, I feel better now. Carry on.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>, originally uploaded by Suddenly Single. I had a long talk with my sister the other night about a choice I had to make. The things I have done in this life that are scary do not come to the magnitude of terrifying as the choice I made. Dropping 100 feet under water, not a&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2122","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2122","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2122"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2122\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2122"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2122"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2122"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}