{"id":1947,"date":"2009-08-30T23:39:51","date_gmt":"2009-08-31T06:39:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/?p=1947"},"modified":"2009-08-30T23:39:51","modified_gmt":"2009-08-31T06:39:51","slug":"honestly","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/?p=1947","title":{"rendered":"honestly…"},"content":{"rendered":"

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There probably is a handbook on how to deal with someone leaving you. Trust me, if I could find it, I would read it cover to cover. Open a church and preach it.<\/p>\n

People ask, “How can I help?” and I finally figured out what would make this easier. If I could just forget how much he loved me….when he did love me.\u00a0 If I could forget what a good father he was to my children…when he loved us.
\nIf I could just forget everything.<\/p>\n

As bad as that hurts to say and hard to hear it….that’s the honest truth.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

There probably is a handbook on how to deal with someone leaving you. Trust me, if I could find it, I would read it cover to cover. Open a church and preach it. People ask, “How can I help?” and I finally figured out what would make this easier. If I could just forget how…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1947","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1947","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1947"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1947\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1947"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1947"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1947"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}