{"id":1912,"date":"2009-06-14T22:58:24","date_gmt":"2009-06-15T05:58:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/?p=1912"},"modified":"2009-06-14T23:00:21","modified_gmt":"2009-06-15T06:00:21","slug":"i-did-it-i-freaking-did-it","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/?p=1912","title":{"rendered":"I did it. I freaking DID IT!"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\n3 girls. 1 new me.<\/p>\n

On Wednesday I was driving home from work and thought that another ride on the motorcycle might be fun, but then realized it wasn’t as thrilling as it could be if I actually drove it myself.\u00a0 Knowing I have to wait for the Ninja to be finished, there was going to be no way that Dan would let me actually drive off on his bike, I tried to think of something as fun.
\nMaybe it was the way the sun was shining through the windshield or a song on the radio, but I said out loud, “I’m jumping out of a plane.”<\/p>\n

About 14 years ago I paid for Dan to go ski diving. I knew for a week he was going and I decided to make it a surprise. Each time I thought about him doing it, it made me physically ill.\u00a0 The first thought was the plane so far in the sky and then my stomach would lurch thinking about him jumping out of it.\u00a0 The hours before his jump my head was spinning and I was sure that he would die and leave me a widow.\u00a0 When it was over, he was smiling and swearing he would do it again.\u00a0 He made it out alive and in my opinion, he was NEVER going to put me through that again.<\/p>\n

I picked up the phone and started to call Dan to see if he would want to go with me. Wait! What if something happened to both of us? Who would raise the kids? Bad idea. Let’s call…and I went through my phone list.\u00a0 NO ONE would jump with me.
\n“Are you freaking nuts?” “OH HELL NO!” “Seriously, are you retarded?”\u00a0 Cita was the only one that said she might go.
\nOkay then. I shall go on my own!
\nI found out that a friend of Ruka and mine was going to be in town for the weekend.
\n“Nat, you wanna jump out of a plane with me on Sunday?”
\n“ABSOLUTELY!”\u00a0 I waited for the “not” to follow and when it didn’t I squeeeeeeled with excitement. I was certain she might puss out on me, but I put down the 25 bucks to do it anyway.<\/p>\n

For 4 straight days I had that nervous excitement stirring in my stomach. “Holy shit. What am I thinking?” would cross my mind about 5 times a day.\u00a0 Each time it would be followed up with a big grin and a burst of laughter. “I’m DOING IT!”<\/p>\n

This morning when the alarm went off, I grabbed the nearest clothes and asked the girls if they wanted to go.
\n“Mom it’s 6 in the morning….we will watch the video when you get home!” the little ones said.
\nI’ve never seen Kara move so fast, “I’m not missing this!”<\/p>\n

I was waiting for the normal Kristine to surface and talk this crazy Kristine out of this madness.\u00a0 I guess at six in the morning, crazy Kristine runs the show.<\/p>\n

We got to the airport and joined our class for the hour of instructions.\u00a0 I can break down the instructions to 15 seconds:
\n1. Arch your body when you jump and deploy the chute.
\n2. Tuck your legs in.
\n3. Hold on to your harness when you jump.
\n4. When you get to 6,500 feet, pull the cord.
\n5. Smile.
\nOut of the five things on that list you will only remember one. Smile.<\/p>\n

We got to our gear on. I heard my instructor tell me the five things again and I shook my head as if I was really listening to what he was saying. “Got it. arch, hold on, tuck, smile. LETS GO!”
\nThe plane was going to be the biggest obstacle to this whole ordeal. Here was a plane on the ground. The plane was going to go way up in the air. We were going to leave the plane behind. STUPID.
\nI got on the plane and waited for the, “tell me there is a bathroom I can go to and hurl in.” moment. It never came.
\nThen the door opened at 13,000 feet.
\n“Someone opened the fucking door!” I state the obvious to the people on the plane.
\n“That’s part of what you pay for.” Natalie’s adorable instructor laughed. “She said that you’re going first.”
\nDamn right I was.<\/p>\n

I eagerly made my way to the huge hole in the side of the plane, put on my goofy goggles, grabbed my harness and jumped out of the plane.
\nWaiting…waiting…waiting…where was that feeling in my stomach?\u00a0 It wasn’t there.\u00a0 No Fear. I had none. I was just falling and it was the most beautiful feeling I have ever felt in my whole life.\u00a0 The world was spinning around and around and I was trying to do everything in my power to not start laughing.\u00a0 HOLY SHIT, I just jumped out of a plane! Every time I thought about it, I would smile and all the air in the world would rush into my mouth.<\/p>\n

My instructor tapped my hand to remind me to check where we were. We were already at 7,000 feet and in less than a few seconds I would have to end the fun and pull the cord that would save my life.
\nI reached down and when I thought I had no strength left inside of my body, I pulled the cord and all the sound fell away and I was floating.<\/p>\n

“Well?” my instructor leaned in. “were you scared?”
\n“Not even for a second!” I needed an explanation for this madness!
\n“Oh no…you know what that means?\u00a0 You’re one of us.”\u00a0 He explained to me that there are people that will jump once or twice in their life. They would show the video to anyone that will watch it and then be able to say they went ski diving.\u00a0 Then there was people like me that will spend all their spare time getting certified so they could dive alone.
\nThat thought gave me that butterfly feeling. “YES!”<\/p>\n

Ski diving was my biggest fear in the world. It’s stupid, reckless, immature. Why would anyone even think of jumping out of a perfectly good airplane?
\nNow I truly feel there isn’t a thing in this world I can’t do.
\nI’m going back in 2 weeks to do it again. ‘Cita is joining me. Nat is flying from Portland again to do it too.<\/p>\n

I was re-reading my 2009 goals: “Once upon a time there was this woman who loved her life\u2026let\u2019s go find her again. If we can\u2019t find that woman, let\u2019s fall in love with the new woman that is on her adventure to get back to good.”<\/em><\/p>\n

Forget that woman...this<\/em> woman is so much more amazing and I am falling more in love with her every single day!<\/strong><\/p>\n

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