Today marks a week that the bottom fell out of my world.<\/p>\n
Most days, up until yesterday, I have a few hours of ‘alright’ and a half hour of ‘sucks ass’ and five minutes of ‘okay’ and then the roller coaster starts back up at the top.<\/p>\n
Yesterday it was more like this — Shit, Fan, Shit, Fan, Shit, Fan, Shit, Fan….<\/p>\n
Today I was mostly a walking zombie. The only thing that reminded me that I was still alive was the fact that I was about to throw up my Special K cereal and my violently shaking hands.\u00a0 It’s now 9:30 pm and the shaking hands finally subsided, but the cereal hasn’t decided its fate yet.<\/p>\n
Driving home from work I made the sorry mistake of going the ‘back route’ to avoid seeing the building that my husband works in. I ended up in the middle of nowhere in some strange community.<\/p>\n
Note to self: Buck up and take the damn freeway!<\/p>\n
I figured out a few more things on the painful drive home.\u00a0 Music still sucks.
\nThe first thing I did was change the channel to some unfamiliar music. Jazz.\u00a0 It lasted one song before I felt like Kenny G was\u00a0 beating the hell out of me with his sax.
\nNext was the christian channel. I changed the “Hims” or “Hes” to reference Matthew Mcconaughey.\u00a0 Then realized that I now hate Matthew Mcconaughey because…well, I don’t need a reason…I just did.
\nStrolling down the dial I found a station that I can listen to without fear of hearing any lyrics that will tap in the well of emotions.
\nLatin Hip Hop with a Techo edge.<\/p>\n
It being so close to May 5th, the commercials were rather entertaining.\u00a0 MUCHO MUCHO MOOOOCHO!\u00a0 Everything is really big in the spanish\/latin community huh?
\nOr that was the only word other than Tequila that I understood.<\/p>\n
I can handle that. Driving home from work won’t be so hard tomorrow.\u00a0 Freeway and the Spanish Version of Moby and the Jonas Brothers.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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