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It’s\u00a0 hard to believe that this time last year I was finishing up the loose ends of getting married.<\/p>\n
I wouldn’t have ever guessed that a year ago that my life would be where it is now. Things have twisted and turned into directions that only God could control.<\/p>\n
I’m tempted to try to crawl into my wedding dress to see if I have gained or lost weight in this year. I can never tell. I don’t have a body image disorder (one of the things I DON’T have) but I either see myself MUCH larger than I really am or smaller than I am.
\nThere have been times when I get out of the car in ‘Cita’s garage and no matter how many times I do it, I get stuck between her front bumper and the wall.\u00a0 Other times I will give myself a wide berth thinking there is no way I could make it through something.
\nMy favorite phrase when crossing the street and a car is coming is, “Better let me cross, you don’t have enough gas to go around OR over me.”<\/p>\n
I’m highly medicated at this moment so just try to roll with where I am going with this…oh wait, I have no point to writing except to write because if I don’t, I will go to sleep and I will dream that the neighbor has goats that I try to steal.<\/p>\n
Where was I? Oh yeah…I was getting married this time last year.
\nI wanted to thank everyone AGAIN for all the gifts, well wishes, emails and support you handed out.\u00a0 You’re all awesome.
\nOh, that reminds me…I still have to write a post about the awesome CDs I got.\u00a0 So cool. It’s going to be a good post.
\nSo yeah…married last year.
\nI was going somewhere\u00a0 with this.<\/p>\n
fuck it. I forget.<\/p>\n
On to the goats.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
It’s\u00a0 hard to believe that this time last year I was finishing up the loose ends of getting married. I wouldn’t have ever guessed that a year ago that my life would be where it is now. Things have twisted and turned into directions that only God could control. I’m tempted to try to crawl into my wedding dress to see if I have gained or lost weight in this year. I can never tell. I don’t have a body image disorder (one of the things I DON’T have) but I either see myself MUCH larger than I really am or smaller than I am. There have been times when I get out of the car in ‘Cita’s garage and no matter how many times I do it, I get stuck between her front bumper and the wall.\u00a0 Other times I will give myself a wide berth thinking there is no way I could make it through something. My favorite phrase when crossing the street and a car is coming is, “Better let me cross, you don’t have enough gas to go around OR over me.” I’m highly medicated at this moment so just try to roll with where I am going with this…oh wait, I have no point to writing except to write because if I don’t, I will go to sleep and I will dream that the neighbor has goats that I try to steal. Where was I? Oh yeah…I was getting married this time last year. I wanted to thank everyone AGAIN for all the gifts, well wishes, emails and support you handed out.\u00a0 You’re all awesome. Oh, that reminds me…I still have to write a post about the awesome CDs I got.\u00a0 So cool. It’s going to be a good post. So yeah…married last year. I was going somewhere\u00a0 with this. fuck it. I forget. On to the goats.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1435","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1435","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1435"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1435\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1435"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1435"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/randomandodd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1435"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}