24 Hours of Sleep..Give or Take 12 hours

Author: randomandodd  |  Category: Random

I needed some healthy sleep to be able to decide what needs to be done.
I took a pill around 6pm last night, it never seems to work…just makes me dizzy or loopy, but it worked last night.

At 6 am I woke up.

I physically feel better, but the mental part is slow coming.  The last time I went to the doctor and told him what was going on, he said; “Up the dosage.”  I told him I didn’t want to, that I had been trying to go to a lower dosage.
Okay, maybe he was right.  So I am.

Thank you everyone for your support. I am taking steps. There is help out there for depression (which I am SO new to) and I am taking it.
The depression is centered around not being able to handle the things around me. I feel like I am either going to laugh or cry.
I keep thinking, “If I can just get through THIS, I will be okay.” and then with THIS is handled, THAT jumps out of the corner.The grim reality is; “This and That” are tag teaming.  At some point I need to tap out.

Christmas is like, what? less then a week away?  Every time I think about it…I have an anxiety attack and want to hurl.

The commercials on TV…come on, BUY A NEW CAR.   How about being able to pay the car payment that I already have?

*tugging on hair*  As my mom always says, “This too shall pass…”

5 Responses to “24 Hours of Sleep..Give or Take 12 hours”

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  2. Beth Says:

    You will get through. I have no good words, because this feeling sucks. let me know if I can do anything.

  3. Michelle Says:

    I am glad that a good night’s sleep helped you decide what you want to do, what you need to do, just make sure that as you up your doseage you are working with a doctor. Changing meds even doseages of ones we are familiar with can sometimes toss us a curve ball. If you do not mind me asking what are you taking? I am taking a blog holiday starting Saturday so please know I wish you and your family the best holiday ever full or fun time, relaxing time and good times.

  4. Maria Says:

    (((((Kristine)))))

    I hope you continue to have good sleep and that things are better for you each day.

  5. KimmyK Says:

    Glad to hear you see a little light at the end of the darkness … hang in there we are all here well listening … reading listening and reading … Merry Christmas I hope you can feel the prayers and hugs!