• Random and Odd

    Bringing The Boy Around…

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    I’m really trying to fight the anxiety that is making my life a living hell. I woke up this morning and it was like I had an overdose of serious anxiety. I started freaking out about everything. It is getting out of control.

    I had to get Dan’s truck to pick up a Christmas tree. I brought the boy with me. I also needed ‘kick ass music’ to help elevate my mood. I looked at what was in the car…Ashley Simpson and Keith Urban. Not exactly the ‘kick ass music’ that will put me in a better mood.

    We went to the store and I picked up my THIRD copy of Kid Rock’s Rebel Without a Cause CD. Someday they will make those CD’s a little bit more durable and able to withstand an 11 year old’s abuse.
    I also picked up Def Lepard’s greatest hits CD. The boy had never listened to Def Lepard before. He must be subjected to greatness of a one armed drummer and the words to “Pour Some Sugar On Me.”

    The Neon has a pretty good stereo system and “Do You Wanna Get Rocked” and “Hyseria” sounded awesome. I tried to explain to him that there was a time when this music was considered to be ‘satanic’ and listening to it would secure you a place in hell. I turned up as loud as I could and enjoyed the ride to get the truck. On the way home we listened to the CD again and for some strange reason I got began to feel horribly guilty as we passed by the church on the hill. I felt like God was looking down on me and right there I would die in the car…and it would have in the newspapers, “She was listening to SATANS MUSIC when her truck spontaneously exploded!”